you (as a detox)
i've been tending to a parasite for roughly six years.
she lives in the pit of my stomach and feeds off guilt.
and despite my feeble and repetitive efforts, i cannot quell her hunger.
i feed her, i seethe in my guilt, and wait until she crawls into my brain matter to feast again.
i like feeding her.
i hate the lingering shame.
now, shes tasted you and won't stop demanding it
your flavour is the lifeblood shes been seeking for so long.
your scarcity is tearing at my flesh relentlessly
i want you to carve the parasite from within my body
i want you to fill the space left behind with your own desire
i want you to satisfy her
i want you to satisfy me
i want to be helpless to your mercy in the glimmering light of our desire
tear us apart and take her place
feed on me forevermore