the silence that used to be my voice.

21 Dec, 2023

i hope you fucking feel better. i hope you get some goddamn help for your messed up mind. i hope you live to see the day i forgive you.

i hope i finally bury the corpse of the person you once were and move on. i hope i forget every moment i wasted on you. i hope you are never in my life ever again.

i let you watch me silently plead for your love. i let you turn me into someone i am not. yet i am nothing like you because i love.

i will become so much more than what you made of me. i am so much more than your pathetic mutterings.

i hope to return the pain you gave to me in kindness twofold.

i can mourn once you’re gone. truly gone.