temptation
you make it sound so tempting.
you bring back the things ive tried so hard to forget.
oh you’ve gone and ruined me again. you reversed all my hard work.
how can one little instance bring it all back to me? one reminder of that short-lived pain makes me yearn for more. no its not harmful, not for me at least. its like a bad habit. a horribly cruel and tempting habit that promises a eerie relief.
i cant.
even in my desperation i can’t find it in me to do it.
you cant.
youre destroying me.