moon-drunk
my instinct runs deeper than you could ever know
this internal yearning i endure has spared you thus far.
i'll have to tell you all about it to get what i want.
can you embrace that side of me? take my shame and carve it away with your teeth? feed my delusions like fuel to a fire?
hold by body beneath your claws, trap my throat under your breath and threaten to bite. make it hurt, make me regret what i desired.
i want to hear your heart beating again. to embrace that intoxicating sound i cannot shake.
hold me down, pull my fur, hurt me.
give me a purpose. be the fantasy i yearned for under the drunken haze of my biology. hold me in my tear-stained sober afterglow, watch me rot in your arms.
take all the unspoken sorrows from my mind, suffer in the presence of the desperate canine that chose you.
find me now in my moon-drunk state, desires unspoken.