i hope you miss me
i dont think i understood what it felt like to miss somebody until now.
for once i find myself longing for their presence around me, rather than enveloping myself in my soothing solitude.
i have begun to notice what it feels like to be lonely, something i accepted for so long until now.
i want them to be the first person i address when walking through a door.
they melt my heart with a sweetness that makes me feel stupid.
i miss them, a lot. and no amount of me saying that will put us in the same room.
im new to this whole "missing you" thing after all so what else can i do.