feast
i dont want to do it. its too hard, its too risky. im fine with the writhing, agonizing pain of living. everything i keep inside would be a fatal loss. my guts would be displayed for you, a vulnerable showcase. ill keep it in. i wont slice into my flesh, i will let it tear away agonizingly at my stomach. i want you to hold me down. i want you to force my flesh apart and reach in. i want everything ive kept out of sight to be within reach. i want you to tear with your teeth, eating away at my revolting insides like an animal. feast upon my guts, suffer and savor every moment of it. let it sit, let it sicken you, take it all from me.